YOU COME FIRST!

People suddenly change, Don't they? Have you ever wonder, why the beautiful words changes into most hurtful words ever? Why the things which use to be the reason of your smile, causing you the most pain today? Ever wondered why people have the right to hurt you? The only reason is YOU! You allow them to do this, you gave them the permission to break your heart, you allowed them to break it over and over again. You told them you come second, that your feelings don't matter at all. You told them its all about them, you don't stand anywhere. You change yourself to make it easy for them, you cried to yourself every night' everyday so that you can smile for them in the morning. You gave them the oppurtunity to shatter your heart into million pieces, whenever wherever they want. You are the only reason of all this suffering. You suffer, because you want to! No one is incharge of your happiness but you! You allow people to take that happiness away from you. Someone once told me, "That's the problem with putting others first, you've taught them you come second"
That's what you do, you learn to come second. You need to release yourself from surrounding of such people. Take incharge of yourself. Stop faking happiness just because you want other's to smile. You feel sad? Say it! You feel unloved, say it! Demand everything! Because you deserve it! You deserve the love you are never given. Because YOU COME FIRST!
ANNIEBLOGS!