LET IT GO.

Letting go is not so hard until the day you actually decide to let go. Whats the point of holding on to something thats clearly not holding on to you. I know you have invested almost 99% of yourself but there is still 1% left and that 1% is going to help you in letting go. Whats the justification of killing yourself for someone who is not even ready to die for you. You have to understand that life never stops for one person, its just keep going with or without someone. People make promises but they clearly don't understand them, sometimes its okay to let go of these promises. Trust me you are going to meet new people, make new promises. You are not even going to remember why all this happened. One day everything will make sense to you, its all about timing, maybe its not your time, maybe its not the right time. Good things happen, but only on right time and for good reasons. People keep crossing your way, just to make you tougher and stronger. Your heart is going to be broken so many times, but its going to fix everytime you find a right person. Even the right people do bad things to you, but its not like they are bad people, its the timing that is bad its the reasons that are wrong, its like they have to do bad things to you for their good reasons. Sometimes having no regrets is the best thing you can do. Just because it din't work last time, doesn't mean it won't work next time. People come and go and they teach you that nothing is going to be forever, and you HAVE TO learn it, that there is no thing like FOREVER. Stop faking forevers, learn to be happy with what you have and what you don't. Whats not yours now was clearly not yours, so whats the reason of hurting yourself for something that is not even yours? Just let it go, smile for every good reason you have left or for something i tell you "The more you get Hurt the more you Grow"
The only person who needs to apologize to you is your ownself, forvige yourself because you allowed everyone to hurt you,  FORGIVE YOURSELF and move on from whatever is the reason of your breakdown, for sometimes moving on is the only thing you can do!
-ANNIEBLOGS.