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She'll be gone.

One day, you'll be sitting in your room, lights off thinking why din't you call her back? Why din't you talk to her about anything, about everything? Why din't you hug her for the situations that were unbearable? Why din't you hold on to her? Why you left her alone? But she'll be gone then, forever.

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THE GOLD EARINGS.

She was penurious. She had a family of five to feed, her husband died after six year of marriage, she was working in 2 houses on the big street. she loved gold, all she ever wanted was a gold pendant, before her husband died, he was going to buy a gold pendant for her, but on his way to the gold shop someone hit him by a car, all the money he saved for her pendant was used to buy a coffin. She worked day and night for her kids. They were all she had after her husband, but the dream of having gold pendant never died. So she saved 1 dollar every month. She din't tell anyone what she is going to do with the money. Four year passed after her husband. She had 48 dollars now. She couldn't wait anymore so she decided to buy the gold pendant. She went to the nearest gold shop and ask the shop owner to give her one gold pendant which cost atleast 48 dollars. The shop owner laughed, and said i'm sorry but we don't have any gold pendant of this cost. They all are very expensive. But yes i have one very beautiful gold earings, they will cost you 60 dollars. She was desperate to wear some gold, that was her only dream. So she said yeah i'll buy them. Shop owner showed her the earings, she was surprised because they were beautiful. But all she had was 48 dollars. She asked the shop owner if he can wait for few hours so she can go and get rest of the money. Shop owner agreed and she went to one of the big houses where she was working. She asked for advance from the lady owner of the house, the lady gave her the money with a smile. She ran to the gold shop and bought the earings. She couldn't be more happy. Her eyes filled with tears. She felt so lucky, that atlast her dream came true. She came out of the shop and took the way to her home.  She was still so happy, she was deciding what dress she will wear with her new gold earings. Suddenly someone came running from the other street, snatched her purse and ran away. She couldn't believe what just happened. The theif disappeared very quick on the big street. She started shouting and crying but no one was there on the street. She cried but no one came to help. She knew what she just lost. She shouted as loud as she could. She shouted MY GOLD EARINGS! SOMEONE HELP HE TOOK MY GOLD EARINGS, no one came, and then she knew she had to wait another 4 years.
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THATS WHAT LOVE IS.

I want him to stop me, stop me whenever i do wrong things. I want him to tell me what should i do and what should i not. I want him to tell me what colour should i wear. I want him to tell me what places should i go, what people should i meet. I want him to be all over me, my life, my decisions, my dreams, my days and nights. Maybe its little weird, but thats love for me when someone take you as their property and do everything with you-only with you.
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NOBODY CARES.

I dont know how it feels when you are loved by someone, that feeling is just unknown to me. They call me heartless and a girl who doesn't care. Its just not my fault. I use to care and love so much. But life taught me that not everyone deserve your love. People use you and just walk away. No one cares how you feel, what you desire, how hurt you are, how deep down your dying alone. Its not that i dont want to love, its not that i dont want anyone to love me. Its just im scared to be fooled. Im scared of anyone taking advantage of my loyality. I'm weak inside, its like if anyone hurt me a little and everything inside me that is left will die. Im done with loving and getting hurt, i'm done with getting nothing in the end. I just can't do this anymore. Its really hard for me to love and let go. I can't afford people coming in and going out of my life. I'm not strong enough to move on everytime. A girl once told me that she gave her 100% in a relationship, that she is left with nothing, and i laughed because nobody gives their 100% to anyone. But now i think she was right, she gave her whole percent, like i gave mine and now i'm left with NOTHING.
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PRIORITIES CHANGE IN A BLINK.

Everything changes so quickly, people who seems to care tend to be the one ignoring you. Nobody cares how you feel or what you want, people who you love, not even your bestfriends. You're all alone in your mess, nobody is going to be with you forever, its just until they are over you. Its hard to believe that the people who use to be everything for us, are now living seperate lives from us, and they are happy in it. They changed with the time, they moved on. They don't even say i miss you anymore because they don't. Its hard to let go of someone you love but they somehow managed it. Friends who use to say "what would i do without you" are now saying same things to someone else. Its just strange where all those promises gone, those memories? No they aren't in their head now, they are all gone with time. Its really sad and shocking but priorities change, they change in a blink.

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ADMIT THAT!

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IT TAKES NOTHING TO BREAK A HEART BUT EVERYTHING TO FIX A HEART.

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LET IT GO.

Letting go is not so hard until the day you actually decide to let go. Whats the point of holding on to something thats clearly not holding on to you. I know you have invested almost 99% of yourself but there is still 1% left and that 1% is going to help you in letting go. Whats the justification of killing yourself for someone who is not even ready to die for you. You have to understand that life never stops for one person, its just keep going with or without someone. People make promises but they clearly don't understand them, sometimes its okay to let go of these promises. Trust me you are going to meet new people, make new promises. You are not even going to remember why all this happened. One day everything will make sense to you, its all about timing, maybe its not your time, maybe its not the right time. Good things happen, but only on right time and for good reasons. People keep crossing your way, just to make you tougher and stronger. Your heart is going to be broken so many times, but its going to fix everytime you find a right person. Even the right people do bad things to you, but its not like they are bad people, its the timing that is bad its the reasons that are wrong, its like they have to do bad things to you for their good reasons. Sometimes having no regrets is the best thing you can do. Just because it din't work last time, doesn't mean it won't work next time. People come and go and they teach you that nothing is going to be forever, and you HAVE TO learn it, that there is no thing like FOREVER. Stop faking forevers, learn to be happy with what you have and what you don't. Whats not yours now was clearly not yours, so whats the reason of hurting yourself for something that is not even yours? Just let it go, smile for every good reason you have left or for something i tell you "The more you get Hurt the more you Grow"
The only person who needs to apologize to you is your ownself, forvige yourself because you allowed everyone to hurt you,  FORGIVE YOURSELF and move on from whatever is the reason of your breakdown, for sometimes moving on is the only thing you can do!
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THE GIRL WITH HAZEL EYES.

She was not more than 16, with her brown hair and hazel eyes, she was not from this world. I wondered if i had her face. There was something in her eyes, something that was trying to hide behind her eyeballs. As I held her hands she started shivering, she was scared, that something in her eyes started to come out. She released her hand and ran away, and disappeared behind the woods.
I wondered what she was trying to hide?
The old man i met on way back to my home told me; "You know she lost her Mother when she was 4, someone took her father and killed him in the woods for just 20 dollars they had. She loved a guy and lost him too in a war. She is scared, she is scared to love and loose. She lost everyone she loved. You saw that something trying to hide behind her eyeball, thats her fear she always try to hide. THE FEAR OF LOVING SOMEONE AND LOSING THEM.

The reasons you have DRY SKIN!!

Your skin is your body's first line of defense against the elements. When sun, wind, and cold leave skin dry and itchy, don't hide it under long pants and gloves. Replenish it!

To get the kind of smooth, sleek skin you'll want to show off, learn these eight top causes of, and fixes for, dry skin.

1. Winter Weather

When the temperature drops, the humidity level plunges too. Dry air leaves skin parched. "Once the weather starts to change, I see patients coming in complaining of dry, itchy skin," says Linda Stein Gold, MD, clinical research director for the dermatology department at Detroit's Henry Ford Hospital.

Turning up the thermostat doesn't help, either. Indoor heating strips even more moisture from the air -- and your skin.

2. Steamy Showers

Setting the shower too steamy soothes your body, but it won't do your skin any favors. "I know it feels wonderful to stand in a really hot shower... but it can dry out the natural oils in our skin more quickly," Stein Gold says.

Standing under that hot spray long enough to belt out your favorite tune is also a no-no. The longer you linger in the shower, the more you dry out your skin.

3. Moisture-Robbing Soaps

Don't put just any bar of soap into your shower dish -- they're not all the same. Wash with a harsh soap and you'll send your skin's natural moisture barrier straight down the drain.

4. The Rub-Down

Think you need to scrub your skin to get it clean? Toss that old notion, along with your scrubby sponge.

"Friction strips the skin and enhances the dryness," says Nanette Silverberg, MD, a dermatology professor at Columbia University.

5. Losing Shower Moisture

Showering bathes your skin in moisture. Drying off with a towel right afterward strips that moisture away. "The surface of your skin absorbs some of the water, which will be lost if you don't seal it in," Silverberg says.

6. Aging

As hormone levels change over the years, skin becomes thin and parched.

7. Irritants

Is your favorite sweater making you itch? It could be the fabric, fabric softener, or the detergent you're washing it in. Lots of everyday fabrics and products can irritate skin -- from dryer sheets to perfume.

8. Your Health

Is your skin especially scaly and red? It could be a skin condition, like atopic dermatitis orpsoriasis. It can also be a symptom of diseases such as diabetes or an underactivethyroid gland.

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Summer Nail Trends 2016

Fashion week isn't just for clothes! From New York to Paris, the runways also gave us a sneak peek at some of the hottest nail designs for spring-summer 2016. With nudes, natural and metallics dominating nail colors backstage, manicurists nailed it as they set the pared-down tone for the season.

YOU COME FIRST!

People suddenly change, Don't they? Have you ever wonder, why the beautiful words changes into most hurtful words ever? Why the things which use to be the reason of your smile, causing you the most pain today? Ever wondered why people have the right to hurt you? The only reason is YOU! You allow them to do this, you gave them the permission to break your heart, you allowed them to break it over and over again. You told them you come second, that your feelings don't matter at all. You told them its all about them, you don't stand anywhere. You change yourself to make it easy for them, you cried to yourself every night' everyday so that you can smile for them in the morning. You gave them the oppurtunity to shatter your heart into million pieces, whenever wherever they want. You are the only reason of all this suffering. You suffer, because you want to! No one is incharge of your happiness but you! You allow people to take that happiness away from you. Someone once told me, "That's the problem with putting others first, you've taught them you come second"
That's what you do, you learn to come second. You need to release yourself from surrounding of such people. Take incharge of yourself. Stop faking happiness just because you want other's to smile. You feel sad? Say it! You feel unloved, say it! Demand everything! Because you deserve it! You deserve the love you are never given. Because YOU COME FIRST!
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You know that right? You know that no one is going to stay forever, its a lie, its a trap, once you got in, you are never going to come out easily. So have some patience, wait for the one who say FOREVER BABE.

I WAS NEVER HAPPY.

I have never been happy with you.
Not even for one second when i was with you. Not even when we were together, not when we were laughing, not even when you made fake promises, not even on our patchups, not even when you said u love me. I was faking it all along, i was faking to be happy just to hold on to u, just to hold on to us. I  never had the courage to let you go, when i was with you all i felt was being used, sometimes financially, sometime physically, sometimes emotionally and other times mentaly. I never felt happy, never felt secured, never felt like home. I WAS NEVER HAPPY.
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I NEVER MATTERED.

After all the things i did for him, all the pain he gave me, after all the time he cheated and i forgave him, every sacrifice i made for him, the happiness i left for him, after accepting all his side girls, after dealing with his dishonesty so many times, after all the lies he told me, after his all wrong acts, after the love that he never gave me, after countless times he broke my heart, after all the fake promises he made, after everytime i made him happy, after all the time i ignored my needs to make it easy for him, after the nights i cried for him, the days i prayed for him, after all the sleep i missed for him, after the time when he disrespected me, after all the time he left me alone to cry, after losing myself, after everytime he made fun of my feelings and life, after all the years i spent loving him, after everytime i chose him over everyone, after so many things we did together, after laughing together on nonsense things He said to me very calmly “it’s okay if you don’t want to talk, DOESN’T MATTER!
and this time i just let it be, because i don’t want to be mattered anymore. I leave him to find someone who actually matters!
-ANNIEBLOGS.