ANNIEBLOGS.

ANNIEBLOGS.

ANNIEBLOGS.

She'll be gone.

One day, you'll be sitting in your room, lights off thinking why din't you call her back? Why din't you talk to her about anything, about everything? Why din't you hug her for the situations that were unbearable? Why din't you hold on to her? Why you left her alone? But she'll be gone then, forever.

ANNIEBLOGS.

THE GOLD EARINGS.

She was penurious. She had a family of five to feed, her husband died after six year of marriage, she was working in 2 houses on the big street. she loved gold, all she ever wanted was a gold pendant, before her husband died, he was going to buy a gold pendant for her, but on his way to the gold shop someone hit him by a car, all the money he saved for her pendant was used to buy a coffin. She worked day and night for her kids. They were all she had after her husband, but the dream of having gold pendant never died. So she saved 1 dollar every month. She din't tell anyone what she is going to do with the money. Four year passed after her husband. She had 48 dollars now. She couldn't wait anymore so she decided to buy the gold pendant. She went to the nearest gold shop and ask the shop owner to give her one gold pendant which cost atleast 48 dollars. The shop owner laughed, and said i'm sorry but we don't have any gold pendant of this cost. They all are very expensive. But yes i have one very beautiful gold earings, they will cost you 60 dollars. She was desperate to wear some gold, that was her only dream. So she said yeah i'll buy them. Shop owner showed her the earings, she was surprised because they were beautiful. But all she had was 48 dollars. She asked the shop owner if he can wait for few hours so she can go and get rest of the money. Shop owner agreed and she went to one of the big houses where she was working. She asked for advance from the lady owner of the house, the lady gave her the money with a smile. She ran to the gold shop and bought the earings. She couldn't be more happy. Her eyes filled with tears. She felt so lucky, that atlast her dream came true. She came out of the shop and took the way to her home.  She was still so happy, she was deciding what dress she will wear with her new gold earings. Suddenly someone came running from the other street, snatched her purse and ran away. She couldn't believe what just happened. The theif disappeared very quick on the big street. She started shouting and crying but no one was there on the street. She cried but no one came to help. She knew what she just lost. She shouted as loud as she could. She shouted MY GOLD EARINGS! SOMEONE HELP HE TOOK MY GOLD EARINGS, no one came, and then she knew she had to wait another 4 years.
-ANNIEBLOGS.

THATS WHAT LOVE IS.

I want him to stop me, stop me whenever i do wrong things. I want him to tell me what should i do and what should i not. I want him to tell me what colour should i wear. I want him to tell me what places should i go, what people should i meet. I want him to be all over me, my life, my decisions, my dreams, my days and nights. Maybe its little weird, but thats love for me when someone take you as their property and do everything with you-only with you.
-ANNIEBLOGS.

ANNIEBLOGS.

NOBODY CARES.

I dont know how it feels when you are loved by someone, that feeling is just unknown to me. They call me heartless and a girl who doesn't care. Its just not my fault. I use to care and love so much. But life taught me that not everyone deserve your love. People use you and just walk away. No one cares how you feel, what you desire, how hurt you are, how deep down your dying alone. Its not that i dont want to love, its not that i dont want anyone to love me. Its just im scared to be fooled. Im scared of anyone taking advantage of my loyality. I'm weak inside, its like if anyone hurt me a little and everything inside me that is left will die. Im done with loving and getting hurt, i'm done with getting nothing in the end. I just can't do this anymore. Its really hard for me to love and let go. I can't afford people coming in and going out of my life. I'm not strong enough to move on everytime. A girl once told me that she gave her 100% in a relationship, that she is left with nothing, and i laughed because nobody gives their 100% to anyone. But now i think she was right, she gave her whole percent, like i gave mine and now i'm left with NOTHING.
-ANNIEBLOGS.

ANNIEBLOGS.

PRIORITIES CHANGE IN A BLINK.

Everything changes so quickly, people who seems to care tend to be the one ignoring you. Nobody cares how you feel or what you want, people who you love, not even your bestfriends. You're all alone in your mess, nobody is going to be with you forever, its just until they are over you. Its hard to believe that the people who use to be everything for us, are now living seperate lives from us, and they are happy in it. They changed with the time, they moved on. They don't even say i miss you anymore because they don't. Its hard to let go of someone you love but they somehow managed it. Friends who use to say "what would i do without you" are now saying same things to someone else. Its just strange where all those promises gone, those memories? No they aren't in their head now, they are all gone with time. Its really sad and shocking but priorities change, they change in a blink.

ANNIEBLOGS.

ANNIEBLOGS.